Lyana's life

2010-06-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

The worst way t love someone is t sit beside them knowing they don't love you back.

2010-04-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

Mid Year is coming and I've been studying. Cool eh, I'm so hardworking alr. Haha. But I feel tt this is only temporary! =/ 2.4 tmr, so don't have th mood!

Muhammad Farhan Bin Junid. <3

2010-04-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

I hope everything will turn out fine tmr.

2010-04-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Warning: A post w no link or meaning. I'm just gonna type what comes t my head.

Last night was hell. Tersadar 4 times from my sleep cos I dreamt of you. 4 times I dream of you. What is God trying t tell me, I'm seriously lost.

Idk how much longer I can take this, idk how much longer till I really go crazy. Everything is just different without you here. I cannot get you out of my head. Try all I can, a gazillion times still trying, it's your face tt constantly appear. Can't believe I forgot how t breathe for a second when I thought of you. And th pain when I see your face, but no longer with tt sweet smile you used t give me. How much I miss you, and so desperately want t hug you tight. Hurts seeing you without being able t call you mine.

So many things in my heart I just cannot find th right words t say. But I cannot take looking at your face anymore. It just hurts too bad and tears are always flowing every night. Free time means more time t think of you, which I try hard t avoid. I can't seem t smile or laugh. And everybody is asking me t cheer up. But how? Cos I'm only happy when I'm w you.

And you don't noe how much I so desperately miss you. Tt as I'm typing every single word here, knives are stabbing through my heart. Is this what love is suppose t feel like? Cos now I'm afraid, afraid t give my heart t anyone. I'm afraid t love again. Ironically despite my worry of th pain, I still want you. Please come back into my life. I cannot take it anymore. I just really cant.

Excuse my emotions, I'm a Lit student.

2010-04-05T19:32:00.003+08:00

Aiseh Awwabin, you are somebody. :D

I feel like crap still, but I really shouldnt. Cos if you don't even bother and don't even care den you are not worth my heart pain, my sadness and my tears. Easier said den done. I still miss you. ):

I don't feel like coming t sch. I don't think I'll be able t see you without breaking down again. My heart hurts, really does.

2010-04-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

I am so disgusted by th woman who typed th post below. HAHA. Since when do I let things affect my life. I'm coming t sch tmr, cos I'm gng t study hard and ace my O levels. :D 5 distinctions babyyyy.

I am superwoman. I am somebody.

I'm only gng t focus on th people who matters and forget those who don't. I've awesome friends and awesome family. And I'm gng t make you all proud. Thank You for being thr for me, love you guys.

2010-04-04T09:36:00.002+08:00

This morning I woke up really early t th awesome smell of th rain. Makes me feel so much happier. (:

I'm giving school a miss tmr. I don't really have th mood for it right now, don't feel like being around people. Just really want t be alone. But I'll come on Tuesday, I think? See how ah.

I am superwoman. Cannot let things affect me. I miss you.

2010-03-31T19:55:00.003+08:00

I love this picture (:

School have been really mundane and Venkat have been chasing me for th countless amount of homework I owe him. Crap. My body and mind hasn't really been in sync, I needa backup but I really have no motivation. Ohwell, I'm getting better though I'm coughing more now. Haven't been eating my medicine and have been eating lotsa sambal and drinking cold drinks and ice cream. Coughing badly my lungs feel choked. Hahahaha! :D

I wish things were just like how they were last time. Simple. And my life seemed t planned out perfectly in front of me. I miss 2009 December. I don't think tt 2010 was a better year. It's only been causing misery so far.

Maths now.

2010-03-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

I love this verse from this particular song. So awesome~

I'm falling sick soon. Having terrible cough but I ate ice cream, sore throat too, and flu. I feel a fever coming. Otw stuck in traffic. Heh heh. I don't feel like going t sch tmr but I have too. O Level candidate ah. ;D Hate medicine, not gng t eat it! *shakes butt*

Awrghts, I'm off t bed. I hope it rains. Love th smell. Anw, who's gng t tell me no sambal, no ice and no cold drinks till I'm better? No one. Somebody catch a movie w me? I need t breathe, I need t think. I want t sit by th beach under th stars. How beautiful.

I miss you.

2010-03-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

So Sports Day was awesome! Credits t Musu for th picturessss! :D Due t me being a superstitous freak, didn't manage a group photo for Panther. Hahaha. Anw, Panther emerged 2nd! :D So proud of you guys seriously! You guys did your best and had fun! Love you all! And i love th fact tt my silver medal matched An's! Heh heh.

Had Kayaking th whole of yesterday and today. I am suffering from terrible sunburn! My mom called me an overburned cookie and my brother's gf called me milo w less milk. HAHAHA. Anw, my daddy's back and so is my brother. Both of them have been threatening t touched my sunburn spot. Gaaaaa. *runs away!*

Sch tmr. A Maths test, havent study. Homework, not done. Damnnnn, O levels Lyana. Time t buck up. And I was thiking of getting a pilot and ship license so tt I can save my soul when 2012 is here. Byeeeeee! :D

2010-03-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

Ohmyyyyy, this was so Sec 2 man! Can you spot me? :D Check out my really geeky hair! HAHAHA. And this was when I was still slim and flexible. Now look at me laa, so fat and inflexible! Grrrr. Miss th times, miss th times!

I miss cheer, seriousssslyyyyy not kidding. Thiking of joining Legacy aft O's, alr promised Fairul and Glenn. Butttt, I feel so inferior compared t them. They're just SO amazing, and I'm so NOT? Danggggg.

Anw, Get Well Soon syg. (; I'll be up on stage tmr morning, cheer for me man! Hahaha. :D

2010-03-21T19:06:00.003+08:00

Geek specs and floating hats. I got lost in between trying t be a mat and a loser. Hahaha, wtf. I feel high~

This morning I went t th airport which I told An I was gng t Sarawak. Heehee. Fetched Suorn and ate horrible food, home, tv, homework. (:

Tmr is Monday and I'm looking forward t see my baby, and not sch. :D

2010-03-20T16:40:00.002+08:00

So today is just awesomeeeee! :D Finally got t see my sayangggg, gave one super tight hug no mercy one! I've missed you! And still am missing you~ Kay I should stop sounding so love sickkkk. I extremely love th weather today! And I extremely love you! :D

An: What's your blog?
Lyana: My name, minus th 'nor' plus 'a'.
An: *blur face*

HEEEHEEEEE. Awesome shit you're back and I can't get enough of you :D 200310 <3

Have you finished your holiday homework? (;

2010-03-19T09:40:00.002+08:00

It's finally Friday and you're coming back tonight in a few hours time! :D I miss you lorryloads man! I miss your voice, your face, your smile, your fake laugh and your gay scream! And you're finally coming back! Danggggg! :D

Awrghts, sorry for th temporary love sick-ness! (: So today I woke up really early HUH SOMEBODY!? Hahahaha! Kay later I'm gng t my nenek house which means I'm gng t get really fat and have smiling babats. But so what man, babat is sexy!

Well it was really stupid t ruin a friendship due t some guy who wasn't really worth it t begin w. But we're fine now, peace! :D And I don't shed tears for you no more, tt's one step in th right direction. Saturday is tmr, and tme shall be th day!

2010-03-18T17:36:00.003+08:00

BOOM! Picture spamssss! My all time camwhoring buddy, my little brother. Wooooo~ So I just got back from tuition, and felt like shit sneezing and coughing my life away. I'm getting sick but I'm eating chocolates, drinking cold drinks and eating ice-cream. Heehee, stupid piggggg :D

Kay, Friday is coming so v th long! One more dayyyyy, I can do it! I miss you laa, can you come back NOW? :D Please! My phone is so bloody silent. No texts/calls. Well, no text or calls from you laa. Hahaha. I miss you. Did I say tt I MISS YOU!? Dangggggg!

Ohkay, I really should start on my homework but I'm too lazyyyy! Gonna go eat! (: &OH! STORY OF MY LIFE. I FOUND MY MILO BAG! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

2010-03-17T18:00:00.002+08:00

I must stop being a pigggg, all I do is sleep my holidays awayyyyy! Tsk. Holiday homework left undone, tuition homework also undone. My bed is always calling me, how tempting! :D

Boy A damn bastard, hor YingQi? Hahaha. Random shit but seriously laa. I'm turned off by your behaviour. Neah, I'm not gonna be ur backup tissue paper anymore. *flicks hair*

Kay, gng get fat for dinner. Sister's birthday celebration~ And I miss youuuu, come back soon!

2010-03-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

Sorry for th late update. Anw, pictures from th Milo Triathlon. (: I had lotsa fun, serious shit! Spend awesome time w friends and I forgot t take th medal aft ending th run which QiXiang called me a bimbo for. -.- Cb siaaaa. Hahaha!

Yesterday I spend time w An for almost a whole day. And now he's gone t Sarawak. Miss you v much, come back soonnnnn! :D Miss you t the extreme!

Awrghts, Happy 20th Birthday t my sister! Goodnight world!

2010-03-11T19:51:00.003+08:00

Yes u can call me a bimbo QiXiang, cos I freaking left my Milo bag at th Hall on th stage while training for Panther cheer. HAHAHA, so dumbbbb! Just hope it's still there tmr, if not DIE BODOHHHH. Anw, if anyone steal it, please just return it t meeeee! Take th milo or whatever, I just need th SHIRT! HAHAHA. :D

I'm a SUPER EXTREMEEEELLLYYYY hyper kid today! I was crazy t th MAX mans. Can you tell!?!! :D So freaking tired! Played hockey today, and scored like super many! Woooo~ My team rocks hard! Den danced my fats of from 2-6. Weeeee, feel so much slimmer now!

Anw, I've t be in sch by 530 on Saturday morning. Cb early siaaaaa! Den aft tt gng t catch Danceworks @ Plaza Singapura at 12. Tmr I've got PTM, my whole class actually. I am so dead. -.- Going make up shopping for my dancers tmr. Gaaaaa.

Kay, body aching everywhere. Time t get FAT now w dinner! BYE :D And keep tagging lur, blog dying ah siaaaaa!

2010-03-10T22:06:00.001+08:00

Bodoh nye sial. (:

2010-03-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

Love that picture t th coreeee! :D

Well if you're able t change my mind den you must be somebodyyyy! Hahaha. Today aft ngaji met up w my babys, Efa & Khal. Went t B Timah t play pool, makan den Efa went off for her dance while Khal followed and I went home t sleep like a pig! Awesomeeee, pictures w Efa. Love you guys t death. (:

I have a sudden fear of O Levels. Die!

2010-03-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

I love my nenek :D

Today had Panther, superrrr fun! Didn't manage t complete my Maths Test on time and wrote till my hands broke for Lit test. Damnnnn, chem test tmr. Panther again. Miss cheering, should I join Legacy aft O's?

Kay dumbshit, goodnights! Heh.

2010-03-01T21:18:00.002+08:00

Okay, my laptop's being retarded so cant upload pictures. Caught Dear John w Efa and Khal today. And Sky who's apparently my brother's pri school friend. Small world eh. Anw, Channing Tatum is HOT t th max. Drooling from start t end. :D Lepak-ed till around 7 den walked Efa till Teck Whye den took 985 home sweet home.

Chatting w Mirza now.
mirza says:
hi lyana.
Lyana(: says:
hi mirza. i noe u miss me.
mirza says:
yes i do!
tell me about it
haha

Omigod, story of my life! Hahaha(; Anw, meeting Efa again on Friday. 7th Month leh. Love you t death! Bottle Tree Park eh? Khatib siaaaaaa!

Sooner or later, th boy you love will become an idiot. *flicks hair*

2010-02-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

Gossips. Not gonna let IT affect me. People can say whatever they want. I'll just be a think skinned bitch, not gonna let it bother me. (:

Panther cheer training today. Fuckshitawesome.

Think before you act. Cos when it's done, thr's no turning back. No point regretting Lyana, what's done is done. Just keep moving forwarddddd! :D And you gossip bitches can go t hell! *flicks hair*

2010-02-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

Today I paid attention in class despite having insufficient sleep last night. Venkat was so excited he shook my hand and said "Good Job!". I must be somebody. Eh Awwabin? (; HAHAHA.

2010-02-21T16:49:00.002+08:00

Okay quick question! Do I really look like her? =/

Have been studying w my baby th past few days. Yesterday Woodlands lib, today WCP!? Hahaha, yes. Went all th way there for her sake lur. Cannot upload th pictures, next time promise!

2010-02-15T13:54:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Sorry Rafiqah, I noe I owe you a post. (;

Well I can bet tt no one reads my blog anymore cos I'm too bloody lazy t update. So I'm thinking of closing it down? Yeah.

My life has been okay dokey. And starting from now I'm shutting out all th screw-ups in my life and concentrate only on th wonderful things. Cos boy tt's what you wanted anyway. Out of your life is where you want me t be den so be it. But th day you set aside your ego and step back t see how your life turned out, it'll too late for us. Cos tt one text made my mind up for me. And over is what we are.

I give a week for at least 5 people t tell me not t close down my blog den I shall not. If not den I shall. (;

2010-01-30T12:12:00.002+08:00

Nab!

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Fuck you whore.

2010-01-16T09:32:00.002+08:00

I miss th old times. When life wasn't so complicated. And all I knew t do everyday was just t smile and be happy.

Why must this happen. Why now.

Well, on a lighter note. I understand A Maths. (: But my Sec 3 haprap.

2010-01-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

Aiseh, couple of Year 2010 laa. (; Me and Nab babyyyy. Love her t death, and today we had a quickie in th toilet. HAHA. Juusssttt kidddiinngggg.

So today had t watch th release of O level results. Which totally gave me a temporary motivation t work hard for my O's. Gaaa. I can do it laa huh? (; Heh heh.

I am so weird, nobody really truly understands me. I don't understand myself either sometimes! I repeat, I am so weird. Aiyoooo, I got a bruise on my leg.

2010-01-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

School have started, duh. I'm thinking of closing down my blog. Waste of time, and I bet there's no readers so no point also. And FB is getting boring too. =/

I realise I keep grudges. And I also realise tt when I despise someone, ohfuckshit I will really hate you t th ends of th world. Oh well, katekan Lyana.

Anyway, my New Year resolution is t study real hard for O's, shape up for Legacy and t hate less and love more. HAHA. Last one is impossible.

You are fucked up. Fuck you.

2009-12-29T11:48:00.003+08:00

Upcoming couple of 2010 huh Baby? (; Love you!

Love this picture v much(: And I need a haircut!

Efa looks scary here, super.

Steamboat and movie marathon at my place yesterday. Bowling later on w my dear cousins! :D

Last night talked otp w Afiq. Miss him!

2009-12-26T13:20:00.002+08:00

It was when I read Nab's blog was when realise that I haven't done my holiday homework! Totally spaced, forgot abt th homework. Gaaa.

I watched th show The Notebook. Damn blooddaaayyy nice(:

2009-12-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas! :D

I had a very eventful, tiring and exciting Christmas. Woke up bright and early in th morning t meet Botak, went t IMM and slacked there awhile. After that went over t Vanessa's place t give her Christmas present and a BIG HUG! Went home, slept for awhile and den left for Ikea, bought stuffs and then t Vivo for shopping and t makan(: Oh yea, I bought Candycanes. Weeeee.

Meeting my Botak Baby Bimbo Dumbo tmr. Huh, amek kauuu. And going Bowling w my cousins next week. And gng over t Vanessa's too. I'm spending my last week of holiday well before I've t face th wrath of O's. Bleargh.

It's a blessing in disguise. And I'm glad tt fate has brought me close t my Darling Vanessa once again. Cos we have always cared and loved each other. But we've been too ignorant and egoistic t see it. What a great Christmas.

How was yours? (;

2009-12-24T12:47:00.002+08:00

Received a text this morning which made me super happy(: Haha. It was just Wee Chong saying he changed his number, but stillll. Totally made me smile! :D

I'm gng out just t buy Candycanes now! They make me absolutely happy. So if you're kind and rich, buy me tons of boxes of candycanes! Cos they won't sell it anymore after Christmas. ):

That day I was sitting alone just beside a fountain eating my candycane, it felt really nice(:

2009-12-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

They brighten up my life(:

My emotions are so fucked up. And goodluck haven't been coming my way either. Today I went for a really long run. Cos tt's how I clear my mind(; Didn't work.

Anw, Avatar was seriously fuck shit awesome. But missing th last bus sucked, and walking t another bus stop sucked. Losing my ez link card sucked. Paying 55cents and den got some fucked argument w th driver who thought I was not a student sucked. Managed t stay in th bus. Wooooo.

Today I got horrible rashes which made my face puffed like a watermelon. That sucked. What a fucked up day. Cb.

2009-12-23T02:20:00.002+08:00

I need t escape somewhere, alone. Cos this time hiding under my blanket at th corner of my bed is nt going t work anymore.

I cannot sleep. Anyway, don't try t contact me. I exceeded my bill by 300 min outgoing calls. Fuck shit awesome, I'm so dead.

2009-12-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

This makes my 601th post.

It's raining(:

2009-12-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

I miss you people. School's starting soon mannnn. O's next year, gaaaa.

Yesterday went out w Botak. Ate lunch @Vivo's Banquet, went t Cathay aft tt t catch Planet 51 @520. I likeeee, so bloody cute! Missed th sunset, went for dinner @Plaza Sing, LJS(; bought candycanes! And then went home aft tt. My feet couldn't take itttt, blistersss! Ate again at home. Hahaha. Fat asssss.

I saw 'shoe' and then I saw 'sale' and I got pulled away. Cb. ): Hahaha.

Tmr going out w my sister and her friends.

2009-12-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

Omigod, I feel like suffocating you w a pillow. Dumb asshole.

Met Botak today(: Ate dinner, walkwalk and den he sent me home. Planet 51 tmr! :D and thennn my wonderful sunset. And I swear tt if th sun is covered by th clouds, we shall run t th other side. I also want my donuts. AND my Old Chang Kee. AND my Beard Papa Sweets. :D

Fated alr, what t do. (:

"haiyo, rabak nah dia. miang nye". yes, you slut.

2009-12-16T22:56:00.002+08:00

Cute or whaaatttt(; Heehee.

Okay, life have been awesome and I've been working out w my ass off. Woohoo.

2009-12-14T00:37:00.001+08:00

Swimming w Efa tmr(:

Now, where's my swimming costume?

2009-12-11T23:49:00.003+08:00

I've been pretty busy lately, out w Efa and cousins and family. Just now fetched th Bimbo from camp along w Jannah and Rafiqah Aku(; Went for dinner, bought some things and den he sent me home(:

Was suppose t catch Planet 31 w him tmr, BUT he has guard duty. Bloody cb. *flick hair*. you owe meeeee! Next week hur. *winkwink*

Anyways, I had a v weird dream. But dreams never come true.

I miss my friendssss! Can I just squueze all of you in my room now so we can party till no tmr? :D And then Nab baby, we can motek on my bed hur. HAHAHAHA.

2009-12-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

Sleepover at my cousin's yesterday night. Had truckloads of fun. Their house is a bloody gameroom! I was playing Guitar Hero, t playing Halo, played th pinball machine and then proceeded t play pool. Which I owned everyone, haha! And then played darts. Ate lots of good fattening food. Got FAT. Played ball. They have a bloody pool table can?!

Caught 2012 this morning. It was amazingggg! :D

Meeting Efa on Tuesday! Catching New Moon(:

Okay, correction! He doesn't give a shit about you. So get over it.

2009-12-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

He is my life. ♥

I've been spending most of time w my little brother, teaching him new things from riding th bicycle t playing badminton. Swimming soon! Also, I've been spending time w my cousins, watching movies, creating crap home videos and cam-whoring. Having a sleepover @my cousin's this Saturday(:

I just realised tt I'm gonna be seating for my O's next year. I'm glad I hold it for another year cos I noe tt I'm nt ready. And still am not!

I miss you, Ezamin. Tag me or text me!

2009-12-01T02:13:00.002+08:00

I don't like th feeling of being th only one awake when everybody's asleep. I don't like th feeling of not being able t fall asleep just as bad.

I'm exhausted. But I just can't seem t go of t lala land and dream of rainbows and candy floss.

At times like this is when I really wish and hope tt you're right beside me, hugging me tight until I fall asleep. Kissing my forehead, whispering 'I love you' and just watching me sleep. And seeing your face, smiling at me when I wake up with a gentle kiss. I miss you. And you don't noe how much I really truly love you.

2009-11-30T21:24:00.003+08:00

I feel so pathetic. I need t be more self motivated and have a strong will of endurance and perseverance.

2009-11-28T23:03:00.001+08:00

Why do I suddenly feel unsure.

2009-11-27T22:30:00.001+08:00

When life's a bitch and everyone's being a dick, I still have my dearbrother(;

Hello cheer life, we meet again.

2009-11-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

I'm contented w life(: Done w th grudgy nonsense.

I love th ache you feel all over your body when you've done a MAJOR workout th day before. It shows tt all your hardwork was worth something and th results are extremely satisfying.

Nobody can call me fat no more, cos I'm getting my friend th abs back(;

OH AND I'M A CHEER ADDICT. Cheer this cheer that. Last eh Lyana!

2009-11-23T23:17:00.003+08:00

So Malaysia was an eat every hour and shop every second trip. I likeeee(; Nothing like food and retail therapy. I got pretty fat up there though.

Today I exercised th crappy fats out of my body. I feel slimmer! Abs abs absssss! :D And I played this UBER fun shooting game my little brother bought @Malaysia. Fun or whaaaattt siaaaa(; He's still healing from th Sunat so I was nice enough t stay home and watch him!

Wokay dokey, breathing in cheer atmosphere tmr! I can still do my scorpion(;

2009-11-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm dying, freezing! Cough, flu and sorethroat. I'm losing my voice, again! Gaaa. I don't intend t lose my voice. Cos th last time was horrible! ):

I'm off t Malaysia tmr morning. Visit my Datuk and do some kick ass shopping! :D I was bored so I decided t paint my nails light pink! Weeeee.

Okay, sayonara. I miss being slim.

2009-11-19T23:53:00.003+08:00

I love Nab(: I was there for her, SMILING all th way. Cos when you're sad you just have t keep on smiling pretending nothing's wrong right? (; So GREEN ice cream for her, RED spoon for me. Just t cheer us up. -.- Love you baby.

So did make up for my dancers w Fika, Sabby and Vanessa. Broken friendships were fixed due t make up. Oh th wonders of pretty colours(; Left before Dunearnite, cos my little brother go sunat! Heeeee. Well, it was good tt I left early. Couldn't afford anymore hyperventilation or disappointments? Haha.

And I think I'm falling sick. Horrible sorethroat and flu. I've been sneezing like a gazillion times alr. ): Need a hug. And a kiss!

2009-11-18T22:28:00.003+08:00

I love my cousins(;

Paranormal Activity was... *screams*. Cos tt was what I basically did in th cinema. It is sooo bloody.. suspense, scary. Idk, but I noe tt I do NOT wanna watch it again. My heart cannot take it. Hahaha.

Dunearnite tmr, finally. Doing make up for my dancers. At least there's more time and also more people tmr. Gaaa. Today was horrendous and so.. Ala Kala. No idea hw t spell it. Haha.

Meeting Nab in th morning <3

2009-11-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

Watching Paranormal Activity w Dear Nasri and Ezamin tmr! Jyeaaaa(;

Tmr doing make up for my dancers for their rehearsal, and then Dunearnite also. Gaaa, so many pretty colours in my make up pouch now. Heehee.

Love is blind, you can't do anything about it. Fate is in God's hands anyway.

You need a dictionary(;

2009-11-16T22:21:00.003+08:00

Out w Efa today, went job hunting(: Tmr another day out again(:

You don't like your problem. Still my life afterall.

2009-11-14T23:15:00.002+08:00

My feet is seriously killing me, blisterssss! ):

This morning went t school t meet dearNab <3, Musu (who left abruptly and didn't even bother t give me a hug)and Ms Lim for th $. And gave some encouragement and advices t my dancers. (:

Met Botak(: after that. Walked around town and had dinner, walked some more and then home sweeeettt home. I just reached home and my legs surrender, totally. Tmr morning need t go for Kenduri, my aunt's going Haji. So pious.

Meeting Fika on Monday t buy make up for D'nite and most prolly meeting Efa and her aunty t go find a job?(: I need caaassshhhh ASAP. Need t go shopping too! Gaaa.

Okay laa, I despise liars and hypocrites th most. Everybody who noes me, noes tt.

Can somebody buy me a dozen roses. Or a red car. :D

&I've got t admit tt you're still omigod so hot.

2009-11-13T21:43:00.002+08:00

I was super extremely bored at home. Called Efa up, met her for dinner and then after that met Botak(: He sent me home after that and now I'm fat cos just finished dinner.

Tmr have t wake up in th morning, going for Dunearnite Rehearsal(: Bleargh. Finally meeting Nab<3 and MUSU tmr! :D

2009-11-13T11:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I finally met Efa(: Movie maranthon-ed, ate, gossiped, talked. Caught up on so many things we've been missing out. Talked for like an hour plus continuously, making up for th times we didn't meet. Haha. Secrets revealed. *winkwink*

Later I'm meeting tt Bimbo(:

And THANK YOU EFA, for th new skin <3

2009-11-10T19:31:00.002+08:00

EFA BOBIFA. :D

I'm stealing her from th world on Thursday. (; Gonna rape tt woman, showing how much I MISSSSS HERRRRR! Okay, Mirza would kill me if I raped her. Hahaha.

Anywayssss, though I still think I'm fat. Okay no, correction, I 'gained' weight. I think I lost some fats due t yesterday's hardcore workout. Shall continue again tmr! (; REALLY want my abs back! Gaaa.

My mom bought Nasi Lemak, time t get fat again!

2009-11-10T08:13:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in th morning craving for Nasi Lemak. Went all th way t th coffee shop t buy and in th end don't have. Gaaa. =/ &now I'm hungryyyy. Cos no one's here t feed me. ): Shall go t th kitchen! :D

Why must life be so upside down topsy turvy? Annoying siaaaa.

I haven't really been up t much this past few days. Went out w Botak on th Weekends, which is really fun. (: And workout yesterday, super effective cos I'm achingggg. And watched Transformers 2 which Megan Fox made me feel fatter than before. Bleargh.

I just want t see how far you can go.

2009-11-06T22:47:00.003+08:00

Alright, some pictures taken from Desaru. Upload more when I get them from Saket. (; Had loads of fun. Bummer tt we had t leave early due t some waterwater problem. Gaaa. I miss Syuk, Khalis and Nick! Last warning eh! :D

Okay, sucks t make a mistake. We should start thinking before we act. And therefore, I'm sorry.

2009-11-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

Okay this people brighten up my life, even with insane bitches around in th world. Gaaa. (;

Today did lotsa stupid thingssss. Fetched them from BB, went t my house. Made th mask, den went out again, to Macs. Ate, raining like CRAP bodohhhh! Rented some dumb bloody cb DVD which Nab self-proclaimed was VERY nice. Nga-eeee! Fell asleep twice, went out again, send them. Fetch my brother. Home. I'm so not a lazy pig, stupid sotong. Bluekkkk. :D

Lyana: Ngai Nab, ngai!
Zane: Eh, what's Nga-eee?

BIMBO! (; Okay, off t Desaru, will be back soooonnnn! I miss Botak.

2009-11-02T12:08:00.001+08:00

Omigod. Just try me.

2009-11-01T16:50:00.002+08:00

Can you tell, I'm getting so much fatter! Gaaa.

Okay, going of t my Grandma's in awhile. Den going for dinner. :D How t not be fat you tell me. Hahaha. Okay, exercise ASAP.

Tmr meeting a few friends, t do some things. And then off t Desaru on th 3rd. Yeaaaa. So goodbye! (: Gotta get changed nowwwww.

I extremely HATE people who talk behind my back. At least have th balls t say it all upfront right. Peace. (:

2009-10-31T18:06:00.002+08:00

Gaaa. My Mr HotStuff! :D

I'm super tired! Left home @9 in th morning t meet Mr Zane t play ball. Pretty rusty though, both of us! Haha. Played ABC, HORSE and see how many can score consecutively. Bodoh siaaa, raining. Den ball and floor all wet! Cannot grip properly. Gaaa. But I had FUN. &I really miss those times when I played ball. ):

Went home around 11, after Botak finished soccer, changed and then went t meet Botak! (: He is sooo bloody botak, ngai! Head so small, short siaaaa! Hahaha. Went t eat Nasi Ayam Penyet, sedap or whaaattt. Both of us were tired so we headed home. Done.

I don't want a bitch, and I not going t be a bitch. Peace.

2009-10-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

I promoted t Sec 4 Express. (: Weeeee, finally hor? Hahahaha.

Okay, I feel good. Why? Cos I've decided t be a nice good girl who forgives and forget. And since I alr started w Neo Ying Qi. (Mygod, I'm so direct). I'm going t keep moving up th ladder. Hating is not good, well for me laa, cos I'm always so angry all the time, when I can actually be happy. :D

Hate my optimism, your pasal. :D Okay, next stop. Tmr dinner ah.

2009-10-28T18:17:00.002+08:00

So today decided t give school a miss. Met up w Zane and Nab @ CCK, had breakfast and then set of t Botanic Garden. :D Lotsa sweet memories there. It was raining non-stop though. Managed t feed th swans, picnic and took ALOT of pictures. But pictures are with Nab <3.

After that went t meet Musu. And then went t meet Musu's ex girlfriend. I like her, very nice girl! (; Lepak for awhile and then took bus home after that while Musu went t the hospital.

Okayyyy, so going t school tmr. =/ Boring.

AND, I MISS YOU!

2009-10-27T20:30:00.005+08:00

So I've pretty much been hanging out w a few friends this past 2 days. Had fun. (: Really did. So, picturesssss. &these were th few people who cheered me up! :D

Went t Qian Hu Fish Farm after Sports Carnival in school today. Zane & Nab. (; Caught lotsa fishes, I'm really bad at catching though! -.- 21 fishes died alr btw, 5 left. )': So saadddd! But overall, I really enjoyed myself today. (:

Nab attempt at camouflaging, FAIL! :D

Okay, so Sports Carnival was great! Taught dance steps t little Primary 6 kids, so cute! And then went parading around Dunearn holding th banner and asking people t check out our booth.

Cam-whored aloooottttt, w th school camera. Had serious shitballs of fun w Nab <3, Sherlyn, Faith, Dassya & Ying Qi. Retarded poses w weird props, coconut bra HUH!? &burgered people. Need daa pictures. :D Haha.

Nad just HAD t smear green paint all over my cheeks. Bodoh nye anjing. (;

And then yesterday after school, went t catch 'My Sister's Keeper' w Nab <3,>

Okay, so special one for Nab <3.>

Oh holy crap! All my fishes died, left 1. Cb. )':

2009-10-26T07:10:00.002+08:00

I'm dreading going t sch, I got no mood at all. Therapy after school, going t gorge on food. Bleargh.

Well, I'm really gng t miss you but it was really great while it lasted. I will really never forget you and th sweet moments we had. Thanks for once being mine, loving me and being a part of my life. (':

2009-10-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

I. Was. Bored. (:

Okay tmr after school I'm going t go catch a mooovieee w Nab<3, Musu and Zane (?). Jyeeaahhh, and I'm getting my English results back tmr. Gaaa, If I pass this then I can promoteeee! So I must/can/will pass English! :D

I'm so pissed off by your quick suspicions. Have it ever occured t you, tt my world does not revolve around you and him. And that I've got better things t do. Get this straight, I DON'T CARE. So you can stop wondering, cos it wasn't me and I haven't been talking about you. But THIS special paragraph is me talking about YOU. Stop pushing your luck.

I can make peace. I can forgive. Just pluck up th courage and apologise.

2009-10-25T10:54:00.005+08:00

I miss her, Efa Bobifa. ): I despise O's just as much as you do, for PLENTY of reasons. Meet up sooonnnn! *misses, loves, hugs, kisses* (:

Okay, I really extremely LOVE th smell of th rain. It smells tons better now, and I'm feeling so calm despite all th hoohaa going around. Oh! I just rmbred I need t return th DVD!

Karma, it happens. And when it does, you just have t suck it up and accept th fact cos what goes around, comes around. And if you really think about it, it started from you in th first place. And now you're just feeling th sweet old pain or misery you caused t others.

2009-10-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

Gaaa, I'm so happy I can do 50 cartwheels, jump up and down 3 rounds around th neighbourhood and do a triple bactuck off a building! :D

FAKE. :'(

2009-10-24T13:16:00.002+08:00

Okay, I just got back. Great morning exercise! (: And I'm starving, I shall eat soon. Going over t my Grandma's house later, I miss her.

Well, you got yourself in this whole shit so now you pandai2 ah. But you made a mistake by stepping into this in the first place. You noe very well, I can screw you over if I wanted to. It'll be god damn easy. Just try me, just try getting on my last nerve. I can be a bitch if I want to. And I'm looking forward t see your world crashing down.

I need t run again and release all these bad negative anger in me.

I questioned weather time or fate
Would ever show me a sign?
The moment I saw you, that's when I knew.
I feel it when I'm with you.

Aiyaaaaaa, I'm so not a patient person. Breathe Lyana. Okay, not working. There goes your life woman. (;

2009-10-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

Eeeee, damn suck up. It annoys me. Hypocrite. Pretending t be someone you're not, sucking up t people, acting all good and innocent when in actual fact, you're a big great turn off. And I've a HUGE urge t just slap th god damn act out of you.

So got back my results. Okay laa, not good not bad? I just have t pass my English then I'm through t promote t Sec4. Gaaa. I actually passed my Physics, when I didn't study shit. Cool or whaaaattt. :D

Meeting up w my classmates tmr morning, playing badminton. Cute not? (; Aiya, wtf.

You noe, I try t make peace w you. Try not t hate you. Trying real hard, but I really cannot. Cos I noe the kind of person you really are, and babe, you may be fooling everyone else but not me. But since both of you are players, otak damn screwed, I think you belong tgt. Kudos.

2009-10-20T23:37:00.003+08:00

Today went t Sentosa w some people from JforJade. Ate, played alot, got thrown in th damn bloody salty water (thanks ah), swam, ate again, played w starfishes and basically had loadsss of fun. Let th pictures do th talking, I'm tired. Oh gaaa, I'm sunburnt.

I was so HAPPY and DRY. I got thrown in RIGHT after this picture, ngai!

Sweet hor.

Heehee. My spastic face.

Cool or whaaaattttt. (;

Waiting for th bird show! :D

I'm holding a parrot! CUTE RIGHT!?!?!

Nab caught 9 starfishes. (;

I changed my clothes like 4 times! My pink shirt, den changed t th red shirt, next just my black bra and den last was th dress otw home. Ngai. Pity my maid she has t wash everything. (: Heehee, I had fun. More more moreeeee!

2009-10-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's easier said than done.

I feel so DGBIUWQNDJHFSJF. Yes.

Hate. Love. Trust. Jealousy. Hypocrites. Lies. They all make th world go round.

I'm tired, really tired. I'm trying you noe, I just wish tt my effort will be reciprocated.

I just feel like hiding under my blanket at th corner of my bed.

Cos life's like that.

&I really just want, need you here by my side. NOW.

2009-10-18T15:35:00.002+08:00

This is reason number 35821758294 why I absolutely LOVE my little brother! :D &he is currently trying t find his toy which I hid. Heeheehee. (;

I've got house viewing in an hour's time so I cannot join EfaMirza t go Darling's place. ): And now I've got t go return th CD I borrowed yesterday but th weather is KILLER. Mr Sunshine oh Mr Sunshine, have mercy on me!

Okay, aku boncet gile babi. (:

2009-10-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

Okay, just got back from 'Perjumpaan' at Jurongville. I've got blisters! Gaaa.

My legs and butt is aching cos I went t th gym this morning! :D Hell yeah t tone body maaannn, saw some Dunearn kids at th gym. Shaping up hur guys? (; Okay, I'm super hungraaayyy.

I'm confused you noe, super confused! Can die being indecisive. Imma go read my book and eat dinner.

2009-10-15T22:25:00.002+08:00

Efa Bobifa. (: I'm scared t step into her house now, her mom is very intimidating. =/

Okay EOY's are finally over, but here comes th results now. Ohdear. And you noe, I hate 141009, so many things happened. Gaaa. I don't like it tt most of my dear friends now are depressed and feeling damn pathetic. No fun.

So, I just got back from th police station. Th policemen there are SUPER hot and handsome, omigod. :D No darling, I didn't flirt. I was just innocently reporting my lost phone. Heehee.

I'm gng t see Nab tmr morning, exercise! Burn all th FATSSSSSS. Okay, goodnight.

2009-10-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

Today was a really bad day. Too much misfortunes till I really am not bothered t feel aggitated or t feel depressed and nostalgic about th better times. Too much till I just decided t accept th fact tt today just wasn't my day and that tmr will be a brighter day.

But some things are for sure. It's not good t have a policeman as a brother, it's really uncomfortable t be in a small CCTV room w 3 big guys, crying makes your eyes tired causing you t feel sleepy and I am getting fatter.

I feel so calm now. I feel in control of my emotions, but I am not me. I have been so quiet and peaceful ever since, just ask Musu. I don't noe what's up but I just don't feel like talking. Like a part of me have been secretly taken away. But I noe my heart hurts, very badly.

And t Darling, sorry if you don't noe what happened just now. I'll tell you tmr when I see you, cos I can't contact you now as I don't rmbr your number. (Heehee) I love you Darling, very much. I hope tt you did realise tt just now. And also.. you owe me Famous Amos. Thank You Very Much.

I got a bruise on my wrist cos I banged into th door. -breathe- Just not my day.

2009-10-14T05:50:00.002+08:00

I was pretty much awake the whole night, falling in and out of sleep occasionally. Really couldn't sleep. A Maths paper later, I'm going t just sleep throughout. Die bodohhhhh.

Awrghts, I'm suppose t meet Nab at Macs @ 615. It's alr 550 and I'm still on my bed, on th laptop and I haven't even bathe. Okay, I should go now, don't want t keep her waiting. (:

Meeting Darling tday! (:

2009-10-13T21:14:00.001+08:00

I was youtube-ing and came across this video. Prisoners in some jail at Phillipines dancing t 'Thriller' by Michael Jackson. Pretty cool. (: And I should really be studying, but I can't concentrate anyway so no point.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMnk7lh9M3o

2009-10-13T17:25:00.001+08:00

I miss you. I miss us. I miss what we were last time.

I miss tears too. Oh hello friend, you came back! NGAI! )': -cry cry till th cows dieeeeeee-

2009-10-13T11:17:00.003+08:00

I had a nice long sleep from 11 last night t 10 this morning. (: Feel so refreshed, and re-energised like I've been charged or smth. It was a really crappy night, got t talk t Efa Bobifa and th convo ended super abruptly. Hahaha.

I believe everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you learn t let go.
Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right.
You believe in lies so that you trust no one but yourself.
And sometimes, good things go bad so that better things can fall together.
-Marilyn Monroe. (Got this from Val's blog)

Okay, going t get ready t meet Efa Bobifa for lunch! :D

2009-10-12T20:38:00.003+08:00

Les partner Nab, I love you. (: Thanks for layan-ing me. Muke ceplek ke memek, macam telur ceplok. Ngai.

And Musu came over t study last night. :D

Eeeee, prangaaaiii! My heart pain, paaainnn. I'm gng t read my book while waiting for Efa t call, den will cry my hearts out and den find somebody t date me tmr. )':

2009-10-12T14:42:00.002+08:00

Okay, hot not? :D Have been drooling over her w my lespartnerNAB. Ngaaaaiiiii.

I'm at her house now, waiting for her t finish bathing. Den gng t watch damn pirated Final Destination. Byebye. (:

Idk what Darling is doing, where he is and haven't met him for 5 days. Never reply me also. Ade mataer mcm tak de mataer. Baik peeee.

2009-10-11T11:00:00.007+08:00

Okay, I've been MIA for quite awhile, was too busy studying and going out. So to all those who keep asking me t upload th pictures, NAH. (:

Yesterday, t Musu's open house.

Efa Bobifa. :D We went t West Coast Park on Friday t catch th sunset. Besides th creepy bangla tt followed us and th crappy mood we had, it was fun. (:

My eyes are soooo sepet. -.-

Okay, and have been studying w these lovely people. (:

Musu smoking at th window in my room. -.-

Big ass Musu! :D "in th boottttyyyyy".

And this was th night I had harcore studied Maths w Musu from 7 till 10! :D

Okay, Physics now. :D

2009-10-06T00:39:00.005+08:00

Okay, today didn't go school. Thought of sleeping in but dearEfa called at 8, so she came over. Left for IMM @ 10, ran some errands and den reached Darling's @ 12. Mirza came soon after, and den we left t catch Fame. After lepak and waited for a fight-not-going-to-happen. Ngai, should've seen th sunset! Left for home ard 8.

Thanks Darling, for planning everything despite it not working out, still appreciate and touched by th sweet effort. And also for th birthday gift, bracelets which I love. (; And also for sitting through a whole hour and a half of a movie you did not want t watch at all. Love you. :D

And also, thanks t Efa and Mirza for th thoughful photo frame of us and th 'L' necklace inside th supercool strawberry thang. Love you guys too. And also Musu for th random call asking what's my bra size. Haha.

Will be MIA for th time being. In th mid of EOY's now. (: PRAWN!

2009-10-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th t me. (;

Awrghts, so my bday started w lots of birthday wishes from nice people. Thanks t all those who wished me be it by SMS, phone call or Facebook. Much appreciated. Love you all. :D

Got a new phone from my parents, and pencil case from my sister and a dress and HAIR FALL TREATMENT SHAMPOO from my brother & hisGF. Hahaha, kutuk or whaaaatttt! But had fun, bought my cake, strawberries and peaches! Jealous Musu? (; Ordered Pizza and basically ATE alot. Didn't go out as my Dad was sick. Poor Daddy, get well soon. Love you!

Giving school a miss tmr, going t study at home and den meet Darling after he ends school t go celebrate my birthday. :D I'm waiiitttiinngggg for my birthday kisssss. (;

This morning I went t th cemetery. Teared abit.

I don't ever want t regret not doing smth anymore. Cos once th person is gone, thr's no way in getting them back. So say what you need t say, do what you need t do. No time t be shy, pluck up th courage t do it. Forget shame, forget what people will say. Cos I regretted doing that one thing, before she left.

2009-10-03T00:24:00.009+08:00

Paitao or not, we still ended up going for Raya with the usual couples. Darling and I, EfaMirza and MusLiting. Had great fun, laughters and dadeedumdum. Didn't go much houses, reached home around 11plus, and now I'm tired. Let daa pictures do daa talking. Goodnight!

Okay, I love them all. (; Ngantoookkkkkkkkkk!

2009-10-01T18:58:00.004+08:00

Happy 9 months Musu & Li Ting. (:
Musu finally got his lenyard (spell check).

Guess who? :D

Okay, he looks like he's swallowing her. Heh heh.

Today had English paper, it was do-able laa. One down, MORE t go. Tmr Malay paper, die bodooohhhh! I was super distracted when doing my paper, bleaah. After school I travelled aimlessly and lastminute-ey. So in th end, went t makan and lepak w Musu & Li Ting. They're so sweet together. (: &Musu got PWNED by us, LOTS of times! :D:D I likeeeeee.

Yay, besok jalan rayeeeeee. :D Wearing GREEN w Musu! Don't Paitao! (; I feel so distant from you. I miss you. )':

Eh. My birthday coming uh, 2 more days only! :D

2009-09-30T23:03:00.004+08:00

Sometimes in life you can't always get what you want.

Aku semangat pe! :D Tmr english I study Malay, what sia. Stress ah, EOY alr. I think I studied a little too late, but it's better than nothing I guess. Don't want t retain again, wasted a year already, got no more time. My life line very short noe, literally it is!

Rushing down t the canteen also sempat take picture. Damn vain pots! (: I likeeeee.

School ended at 115, and I left fr Efa's hse w Saket. Studied, studied and studied. Talked about lotsa stuff cos girls don't have a bloody 'nothing box'. And then after we were satisfied w studying, gossipping and eating, we all stripped and raided Efa's cupboard. Left around 6, went t Lot 1, eat and then home after tt. Purposely miss Berita. :D

Sorry, we couldn't help ourselves! :D

2857217209 reason why I love you girls! :D

It's hard t gossip when you noe so many secrets! But then I managed through all these years, cos no secrets have been spilled. (; Advantages of being trustworthy, friends trust you t keep their secrets and trust you t be th one they can turn to. But, your partner will have a hard time trusting if you're keeping anything from him/her. You noe what I meeaaannnn? (:

Tangan mencencang bahu memikul. Step abit ah, just learn what. But seriously.

I want watch Moment of Truth, den sleep. Tmr got paper. Goodluck kiss aku mane.

2009-09-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

Omigod, look at that. So saaadddd! Global warming is making th polar bears homeless. )': Awrights, it's time t save the Earth! NOW.

Didn't go t school today, met Mirza in th morning and den went Darling's place. Fell asleep, dadeedumdum. Fetched Efa from school and den t collect th dress. Went back Darling's place again. Home and then studied, and now chatting w my lesbian partner. :D

I'm really getting fat, by eating Macs everyday! I ate doublecheese th day before yesterday, yesterday and today. Ate McChicken again JUST now. Confirm again, tmr. Or maybe not.

I love you Efa?? (: I think I was better of being th anti-social study cheer geek. NGAI.

2009-09-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

Promises should be given with caution, and kept with care. No, it's more like something people say as their last pathetic resort t hold on t smth, t gain trust (back). Fuck it.

I'm giving school a miss tmr, don't feel like seeing th handful sadistic bitches in Dunearn. Going t go study and eat! :D Today, I put a dress on hold. Getting it tmr, jyeah!

Now, I don't believe in second chances.

2009-09-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

Will someone watch the sunset w me?

I got sore throat from eating all th Raya kueh, sambal and cold drinks. So who wants t cook bubur for my lunch now. Gaaa, I noe what's my prescription Doctor! Standard as alwayssss. Okay whattheFUCK. =/

I don't feel like myself, feel so indecisive of what I want in life. I'm still looking for Lyana's book of fate. No hope. I just feel like hiding at the corner of my bed under my blanket.

I just feel so... idk. Oh, my perfume finish alr. *hints*. (:

2009-09-27T00:06:00.003+08:00

I love you Efa. :D

We are the most damn vain pots ever laa. Hahaha! Did our mini photoshoot in the morning, had TONS of great enjoyable fun. Let loose and forget about all tt was bothering us. Ate sambal too! Sungai Road on Fridaaayyy! Only Efa noes what I wanttttt! :D

My birthday is coming! Which means EOY's are coming too. I haven't studied shit. Must start studying tmr, if I can get my distracted mind t concentrate that is! Someone send me a motivational text tmr! Gaaaa.

I am so fickle. Someone show me th book of my fate, and let me follow it. I don't noe what t do anymore.

2009-09-24T22:00:00.005+08:00

Okay. Firstly. Happy 15th Birthday Haiekal Awwabin! :D

Today was a damn sleepy, sucky, boring, angry, happy kinda day. So many emotions into one. I wasn't paying attention in school, was busy daydreaming and punching Awwabin and Musu. And then when we were DAMN bored and feeling wasted, we CAM-WHORED! :D

DAMN JOKER! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

guess who?

Step cute. Hahaha! :D

Okay, I despise liars and hypocrites the MOST. Let me just say, I'm not dumb. You should have figured tt out a long time ago, asshole.

2009-09-21T19:18:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya! :D Finally.

So first day Raya, woke up at 9 and went t Nenek's house. Standard, every year. ATE ALOTTTT, I swear. I'm not kidding. Went t all the other houses and all. Ate at every single house. Ketupat, lontong, rendang, sambal sotong, curry ayam, kuah satay. YUM! :D Last house, the guys were all watching soccer and I was mingling with some of my cousins. Talked crap. Cam-whored! Home around 1, knock out.

Ezamin. Super tall freak! This is me in heels and tip toe-ing. =/

My dad's working. Again.

Drivers who just got their license. -.-

Second day. Woke up at 1030, left for Carousel t meet up w Daddy's side of the family. Lunch buffet. Got t see Wan Chu, finally! :D Missed her sooo much! Ate like a damn pig from 12-2. Cam-whored and then went t meet the Mommy's side, home ard 6 cos the driver had t go work. Haha, poor policeman.

Cik Lin on the far right. She always calls me the pretty Cik Lin. -.-

WAN CHU! Plus my brother. -.-

Awrghts, Recruitment Day on the 4th. I've t be at least 16 t join the squad and I turn 16 on the 3rd. YAY! Hahaha. School starts tmr, EOY's are coming. Gaaa.

Received lots of Raya msges, the usual Maaf Zahir & Batin. Those sincere apologies were not the copy and paste t 2o contacts, and I love those. Shows tt they're really sorry. (:

Ah screw you, you're not forgiven. Too many sins t be forgived in one text which you send t like 20 contacts or smth.

2009-09-17T23:39:00.002+08:00

It's not good t hate, not good t hold grudges. No point, life's too short.

Exactly 14 days t EOY's, 16 days t my birthday and 18 days t Recruitment Day. I'm joining, so going t join LegacyAllStars! Ah yes, th great satisfaction of breathing in cheer atmosphere. Need t start re-building those muscles again!

Today I beat th 2 girls I arm-wrestled with and beat Musu at chess! :D Passed my tests w flying colours and had an awesome time w Darling. I love lying down beside Darling and just talking aimlessly and also talking about life. Makes all my problems disappear. Life's good, so far. I likeeeee.

Darling. I just simply cannot take my eyes of you, and risk letting you go when you're hugging me so tight. You make me feel so special, so respected. I treasure every moment I spend with you. I love you.

Can you people tell that I'm so in loveeee? :D

2009-09-17T00:34:00.001+08:00

I've made a decision. It's cheer or die. 4th October. :D